Is it working? Is my smile fooling you all?
Because I could never feel more hurt, one small problem and I just break down,
every sadness ever feeling ever tear I kept locked inside of me just erupted.
Until you’ve lived my life, until you’ve walked my path and been in my shoes
and felt my feelings don’t even try to judge me, you don’t know what the fuck I’ve
been through.
I held up my reputation as the strong one who’s
crazy and hyper most of the time, but no one knows how sensitive I am if you
looked me in the eyes you’d see my sorrow. I hide behind a tear of a clown
because I don’t want people to take me for granted, no one wants to be known as
“ the sad girl “, I know I don’t; when
your weak they pity you, when your strong they don’t ask about your
feelings.
I’m
not cocky I’m independent, I’m not rude I’m honest, I’m not fearless I’m brave,
I don’t give up because I’m a survivor, call me short but I’m higher than your
standards. I’m stuck in my own ways and I don’t take crap from anyone. I don’t listen
I do, I’m not a follower I’m a leader. Stay on my good side and I promise you won’t
be able to live without me.
I have a loving heart, a thoughtful brain and
a free soul. I’ve been told that I was unique and unforgettable and that was
hard to believe, I’m not here to please anyone so feel free to judge me, I’m
the kind of person who gives amazing advices but is a mess inside. This is me, I
won’t kill myself to impress anyone you either love me or hate me it’s as
simple as that. I keep it real while the rest stay plastic, I am who I am you
either stay in my life or you walk out.
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