Beauty & Brains

     Feeling different and special is a wish, beauty and brains is a value.

      My definition of beauty is simplicity; you don’t need anything to make you feel beautiful you just need yourself, if you stay true to your value that’s enough to make you feel like paradise.

      Most people think femininity is about what you wear and how you look but their wrong, it’s an attitude. Beauty is imperfection, madness is genius and it’s better to keep it real than to act all fake for the sake of pleasing others.

     These days opinions matter for some reason, if everyone loves something you should, if they don’t you shouldn’t and if you don’t obey they judge you. You don’t have to do what everyone else does if you don’t want to. You have an opinion they have theirs, there is no right or wrong, but it’s your choice if you’re willing to speak your mind.

People will always look at you and judge you, the question is can you handle it?

     In the end of the day it’s just words, I don’t give a damn what people think and I really don’t care about what they say, the only thing that matters is that the closest people to me know the truth. It’s not fair to have a lie out there, even if it costs giving yourself up because it will always be worth it. The rumors, the gossip it’s not real, it’s just noise.

     I find myself in a world full of hurt souls, sometimes I look at myself and I’m like EW but that’s just me, I want to know what you think, I want to know what you see in me that I have no clue about. I’m hard on myself because I know I look better than what you see in that ugly picture and I blame myself for it.

Everyone has insecure days 

Everyone has flawless days

     I mentioned this before and I will mention it again, everyone shares the same experiences but in many different situations and that’s the beauty of it. If no one was there for you be there for someone else, because it’s better to give than to get. That sounded better in my head.

Your opinion

Your choice                                                                                   

Your life

 

 

Everyone Leaves

In the end everyone leaves, they never come back and that affects me. Some people are gone for good and the rest just walked out of my life.

Let go of everything when you fall because how else can you start over, it might change you forever or might make you wiser and that decision depends on who you really are.

Every day you fight for survival, it could be against yourself or against the world. I dare you to win, hold on to whatever makes you happy and use it as a defense.
Don’t allow yourself to be surrounded by negativity, arm your friends, destroy your enemies and whatever the cost, win.

The pain in your heart is life, and life can be beautiful with all its scars and flaws. If you enjoy wasting time then it’s not wasted, if you love doing something do it, if you want to say something then feel free to speak your mind.

Admit your mistakes right now to anyone, be completely honest. Will they judge you? Will they admit there mistakes? Only then will you know your true friends.

“In the end everyone leaves.” What if it’s not the end, what if it’s the beginning of a new life.
Do you like being alone? I do. But I hate feeling lonely and depressed. Before making decisions think through it and know the consequences.

You call it chaos I call it life, appreciate the little things because without it you won’t be complete. It’s not just me who’s keeping myself here, its everyone else, because in the end we all share the experience of life. We risk everything, every day with every breathe and I’m not ready to leave.

A reputation is hard to get rid of that’s why it’s important to build a strong one now so when everything changes you leave a mark.
Honestly the only thing that matters is your actions, would you stay in that slump and let people boss you around or would you get up and act like you’re happy. The smile that you fake every day is going to turn real if you get up and do something about it.

I was surprised when I lost people who were friends of mine. Why? Everyone has reasons but if they don’t then YOU walk away.

Forget them when they leave, ignore them when they come back.

Fuck Fake Friends.

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