Eternity

                             1 step 2 step I don’t know where to go, I’m lost in this lonely road.

It’s the only place I have ever known, but its home to me and I walk alone.

My faded shadow is the only thing that walks beside me.

My shallow heart is the only thing that’s beating.

My aching soul flies somewhere I know I’ll never be.

And now my head is throbbing, when will I ever get the change to leave?

                                                         Hush Hush now it’s just the ghost    

 

                                                   whispering lies to me that I’m just dope.

Telling me that someday I’ll be broke.   

  But neither of you know me, I still have hope.

Hope that one day we will be

Forever and eternity just you and me.

Hoping that one day you will see

Empty and incomplete was where you left me.

Far away from you I shall go

Down the street across the road.

Where my happiness lies

Waiting for me outside.

Locked in the cage but still has dignity and pride.

                          It’s the only place I have ever known and its home to me but I’m not alone.

My faded shadow never followed me.

My heart leaps at the way things turned out to be.

My soul will ride free as a knight for forever and eternity.

How It Should Be

 

It’s nice that people see the best in me

I’ve gotten a lot of compliments lately and I don’t know which ones are real

I’ve loved myself and I guess that’s the way it’s supposed to be.

 

I hated my smile so I thought it would be best if I stayed with a frown.

Now look at me, I can’t seem to calm down.

I’ve been gone for a while living with a regret.

I’m back now because it’s time for me to forget.

 

Comments these days is all that matters to me

Like when my teacher gives me back a paper I can’t wait to see

Especially if I worked really hard on it, I guess that’s the way it should be.

 

I do what I love far off the ground

On the horses back until sun down

A smile on my face, running this town.

 

I’m loving myself and that’s the way it’s supposed to be.

 

A life full laughter and endless smiles not caring what comes next.

And I know most of us are hoping for the best.

Look around you, you all are so blessed

But all of you chose to live life depressed

Wondering about what’s coming next

Stop analyzing put your soul at rest.

 

Because that’s how it’s supposed to be.

 

When people see the best in you

Smiling because secretly you know it’s true.

Be proud because no one can be you.

 

And that’s how it should be.